26 June I took Ruben out to the country house today and we discussed the possibilities. He said that as soon as the entrepreneur has fixed the place up Severin would like to hold his next Exchange party there. - What is that? I asked - Exchange parties are for poly-competent people. You can only [...]
June 25th It’s morning and he’s laying in bed, looking wonderful in his striped pyjamas, like a little boy inside of the grown man. There’s a vulnerability in him, but also desire for me, which is exquisite. A door has been opened inside me and I am free to go in and out through it. [...]
June 24th Midsummer’s Eve was positively exceptional! And not at all like I had imagined! It all started in the limousine. A man was already sitting inside when I got in. Before I could seriously start wondering who he was he bid me welcome, introduced himself as the evening’s butler and offered me a glass [...]
Sunday 13. June Got an email from Ruben today. He thanked me for the invitation and he accepts. And Oscar suddenly showed up today. He was supposed to go to Rebekka’s wedding at that manor house, but it was cancelled, so I took him and Mille out to the country estate. He’s an attractive, dark-haired [...]
9th of June Rebekka called off her wedding with Mr. Perfect! Four days before they were going to tie the knot she broke it off. What’s going on?? Karen called and told me the news. And Karen just split up with her boyfriend of three months. I called Rebekka and she and Karen are coming [...]
Tuesday June 8th My beloved Uncle Theo passed on early this morning. I’m so glad I got to see him the other day. And that he didn’t have to suffer long. I’ll never stop missing him and our conversations about the big things in life. Theo was always present, and he could remember what we [...]
Monday 24st of May I’ve spent the Pentecost weekend being a full-time mother to my part-time daughter. We went to the zoo, puttered around together and she told me all about swimming lessons. Marianne wants her to start competing this autumn. We played badminton and Settlers and went to a flea market. Today we were [...]
At lunch I made a point of sitting next to Tine. I wanted to try to get something out of her about Arkan, but I was unsuccessful. I can’t shake the feeling that it’s important to get her to talk. She seemed edgy and talked with the woman next to her the whole time, and [...]
Have had a good first day at the retreat – this place is full of people who are battling with love! There’s Sarah, the 50 year-old super artist who’s in love with Professor Nellstrøm, who’s 70. She does everything in her power to grab his interest and around Christmas she suceeded, and now she misses [...]
Friday late Arkan and I had wine instead of cocktails. And he’s not as drop-dead gorgeous as his picture suggested – it must have been about ten years old – but we had a good laugh about it, and about so many other things. After asking me about myself we talked about a series of articles [...]
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