Category : April 2010

I’ve got mail – entry no. 9

My molecules are still all aquiver after seeing the millionaire. Had almost forgotten my new three-man model after that night and most of Sunday spent at the Zoo with Mille and my sisters and their kids. Didn’t tell them anything. Couldn’t, I guess. And when I think of taking Thomas back, my longing diminishes. But [...]

Baron von Trapp and the Millionaire – entry no. 8

What a weird evening! And completely different than I planned! Mille got home today and we spent two wonderful hours together playing ludo. She beat me. She had a good time with Steen, so he must be alright these days. Well, it was great to see her, and that was not the weird part. The [...]

A Woman Turning into a Man Turning into a Woman – entry no. 7

I yearn for real men, but at the same time that yearning infuriates me. What’s a real man, anyway? Men are as diverse as women are. And what are these feelings I get every time I meet a man I like? It’s always the same: I want to surrender myself to him. What kind of [...]

Time to Check Answers? – entry no. 6

I’m quite keen to see how many answers I get, but I have waited a couple of days to check it out. Have a feeling I will be quite disappointed if no one answers. Will probably take it personally, even if they have no idea who I am. Rebecca thinks I’m out of my mind. [...]

One Woman Seeking Three Men – Entry no. 5

April 12th, 2010 Took a bath this morning. As I rinsed myself in the shower I had an idea. I’m scrapping the  traditional boyfriend hunt. Instead, I’ll look for three men to meet my needs: one for talk, one for sex and one to help me with practical things. This way, I can get improve [...]

12.30 am – entry no. 4

April 11th, at 12.30 am I feel like an animal in a burrow that has strayed from all of the other animals. There is no one to nuzzle my fur or forage for food with me. What do I have to do to find a little love that works? What do other people do? How [...]

My Dream Man and I – Entry no. 3

April 11th,  at 4.30 pm As a woman, I’m living in a golden age. There are so many possibilities, I can live exactly the way I wish to live – is what they say. What am I dreaming of? Or should I ask: what is my mind dreaming of? It seems we’re not always in [...]

The Day Happiness Disappeared – Entry no. 2

April 11th, 2010 It happened right after New Year’s … we went for a walk on the beach. I was savouring the wind in my hair. Thomas had just come home from Barcelona. He’s not usually one for taking walks as soon as his plane touches the ground, but on the way home from the [...]

Dear Diary – entry no. 1

April 10th I’ve been a nice, well-behaved girl for nearly half a lifetime now, believing that such behaviour would create peace in Palesrael, equal wages to men and women and reduce poverty in Africa, while I waltzed into the sunset with my prince, till death do us part. None of this has happened. They’re still [...]